| What day is it today? |
[31 Dec 2009|03:29pm] |
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Its the last day of 2009.
YAY/NAY? Hehe you decide (:
My 2009 has been a roller coaster ride.
From happy memories I had in the start of the year to O Levels..
At the start of the year, I remembered being with someone so wonderful (:
He shall not be named here, heehee.
I don't even know if he would read this but in anyways, I really want him to know how much I missed him. I really hate the fact that we ended our "friendship" with an argument over a girl. Tsk, how lame could it get.
I just realised, he has been there for me through my thick and thin of my Secondary 4's life.
I'm really sorry for always scolding you, heehee.
But sometimes you really get on my nerves you know, hehe (:
I have no idea why I was so stupid to fall for another person so quick.
I really had a hard time getting over you. Whoa.. You wouldn't want to know how, why, what, hehe (:
Then, everything that I used to enjoyed doing had to come to a pause. Or maybe an end.
From my Student Council role to my National Police Cadet role.
Although there were many dramas and quarrels, I really like the part that I have graduated from the Student Council role as a Executive Committee. A role given when I was in Secondary 3, hehe.
It was really a tough decision cause I had to decide to give up on Student Council or NPCC.
Thank you Mummy and everyone else who gave me advices and concerns to which I should choose.
In the end, I've decided to give up my Head as NPCC role for the Exco role in SC.
It was a good decision after all, I guess (:
So.. yup everything had to come to an end so I could focus on my studies. As it was my last year of Secondary school years too.
During the intensive remedials, lessons, tuitions to get ready for my O Levels, someone came into my life. He, whom I always talk about in my compositions, reflections, Art coursework. I really wanted to know how much he meant to me.
I felt really stupid doing all that stuffs after thinking about it again, hehe (:
But its really funny too when I thought about it again hehe (:
You came and go in my life. You changed your number and you just told me last few days. Even so, I think you're my Guardian Angel. I feel so comfortable around you. You're always there for me when I'm sad, happy (:
I'm so thankful for meeting someone like you (: Thank you (:
I wish you all the best for your O Levels, bumblee beee ^^
Then came O Levels, whoa... the preparation was whoa. Hehe that's all I've got to say about it. From intensive night classes, the Art remedials.. Whoa it was JUST WHOA! Hehe (:
O Levels came.
It was really surprising yet I'm so thankful (:
I felt that most of the papers were reasonable.
I left the examination hall with a sense a satisfaction on almost every paper.
I'm so so so thankful, hehe (:
It was HURAAAY HURAAYYY after O's for the Secondary 4's!
*JUMPS!* Hehe (:
But however, I spent my holidays with NPCC.
Hehe you want to know why?
BECAUSE ITS MY PASSION! (:
So quit telling me why I'm wasting my time in NPCC.
I'M NOT. I'M ABSOLUTELY NOT WASTING MY TIME IN NPCC.
I love NPCC!
I'm a hardcore NPCC, hehe (:
Sirs and Madams sent me to a 77th Cadet Inspector Training Basic Course, December 2009.
At first, I really draggg to go for it.
BUT GUESS WHAT!
I made it! Hehehe it was such an UNFORGETTABLE experience! (:
CIBTC has made me love NPCC even more. There are so many Sirs and Madams who inspired me to continue my journey in NPCC. Thank you (:
During the course, I felt to free from dramas and those everything in my everyday life. I met many new great friends! (:
I've learnt so many new skills and knowledge, heehee.
Thank you so much Charlie! (:
I love my squadmates so so so much. Lets not stop our friendship forever okay?
We'll be SQUADMATES forever! I promise.
My family who has always been there for me, thank you. I love you all very very very much. Though, our house will only be ready in 3 months time. I promise to take good care of my little brothers and little cousins. I'll study very very very hard and make you proud again! (:
Lastly, SWEETHEART.
Hehe wanna know who is my Sweetheart?
Hehehe, she's obssesed over Jay Chou, she's the President of Student Council, she's a Drama-mama! Hehe JKJK (:
Okay, enough clues...
She's RAI RAI RAI ^^
Hehe I'm so grateful to have you as my Sweetheart, sweetheart.
You, whom have been there for me since I was in Secondary 1 until we've graduated our Secondary School's life.
You, whom makes me laugh until I sound like a man, heehee.
You, whom gives my advices and concerns.
THANK YOU VERYY VERYY MUCH SWEETHEART (:
You're 1 in a million, my Sweetheart.
Oh no, I feel like crying now hehe.
I'm sorry for making you annoyed and irritated at times, Sweetheart.
I wanna be with you forever, Rai hehe (:
SO... That's my 2009. I love 2009. Sometimes I hate 2009. But its going to end soon. So HELLO 2010 in how many hours time, heehee okay, I'm talking nonsense now.
Got to go now.
Love, Ctee/Siti Nur Amalina/HTT (:
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| YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY |
[29 Dec 2009|10:29pm] |
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I know I sound abit lagged... Cause suddenly, I feel like blogging. GUESSSS WHATTTTT! SEZAIRI WONNNNNN!!! ^^ *jumps!* I seriously hate people who give unhappy comments about him. He've got TALENT ok.  (sg idol blogspot) :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) |
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| Please don't take her hands |
[13 Dec 2009|11:58am] |
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OHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 7 days of longgggggggg mccccccccccccc :(
I so badly want to go for Pulau Ubin camp :(
Why must this happen now? To me?! Haiyaaa swayyy hehehe.
Anyway, NRC has come an end. And I spent my last day of NRC with Alvin at Command Post hehe.
Got sent home, both of temperatures were soooo high, scaryyy.
To whoever he is, please get well soon :)
I hope you won't get ooc ^^
Alvin and I cabbed home together. Alvin wasn't whom I expected he could be. He's such a gentlemen ^^
Hehehe it was nice cabbing home with him :)
I'm feeling very confused nowadays. I just don't know what my mind wants. They say you should follow your heart not your mind. Is it?
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| If you think you can, you can. If you think you can't, you're right. |
[09 Dec 2009|08:03pm] |
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BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! HEHEHE just for one day only, actually. Didn't go for CIBTC today. But, I miss CHARLIE already! ):
Hehehe anyway, on a brighter note, CIBTC IS THE BEST CAMP I HAVE EVER ATTEND!!! :D
I SO LOVE MY GROUP, MY DEAR CHARLIE hehehe ^^
I love my squadmates like so much. (They make me feel so calm unlike my normal life, so many this and that, terrible. To be more accurate, TOO MUCH DRAMA.)
Even though, I only get like 3 hours of sleep, lost 5kg already hehehe, I HAVE NEVER REGRETTED GOING FOR THIS CAMP!
No troubles, no dramas, no hatred, no jealousy, no heartaches.
IM FREE IM FREE FREE LIKE A BIRD!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
How I wish the camp will last FOREVER hehe.
But yeah, I'm talking nonsense here, so too bad manz. BOOO.
So gonna cherish the last few days of camp with my lovely squadmates.
No troubles, no problems, no dramas, no everything that will make me feel like shit.
Hehehe oooops sorry ^^
IM A HAPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY GIRLLLLLL LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
"broken hearted, back to npcc with my CIs and BUDDIES and meeeeeeeeeee eeee hehehehe"
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
With Love,
Amalina
(hehehe charlie call me amalina hehehe)
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| I miss you already? |
[26 Nov 2009|10:02pm] |
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1. PROM IS ALREADYYYYY OVEEEEEEEEER :(
2. NPCC camp is in 2 days time!!!
I feel like a loser nowadays heheh.
GONNA START TMR. I MUST START NOWSSZXZX.
Hehe^^
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[26 Nov 2009|09:31am] |
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You don't wanna know.
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| I won't apologise |
[22 Nov 2009|10:21pm] |
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You had me to get her.
And here, I thought it was me.
I was changing, arranging my life to fit your lies.
It's all said and all done.
I gave it all for the long run.
Can she say the same thing?
I guess this is good bye and good luck.
I can't be what you want me to be.
I'm sorry for changing.
I'm sorry it had to be this way.
Believe me, it's easier just to pretend.
But, I won't apologize for who I am.
No, no.
Remember the time when you said you were out with your best friend.
But it wasn't the best friend that you know I thought you meant and I used to assented, I didn't know I could be free.
But I am, and I won't go back because you so don't deserve me.
I don't even want to be her.
I thank you for this hopeless war
Cause through the pain now I'm stronger now than before.
Now I'm more.
I don't need you anymore.
I'm sorry.
Listen close I won't say this again.
November is coming to an end soon. Brother's flying off to Melbourne. Mummy and youngest brother will be spending the December at cousin's house. And me? ME GOING TO CI COURSE FOR 3 WEEKS^^
Decided to go after so many many many considerations.
Oh well, lets see what will happen yeah?
Actually, I can't wait for the camp hehehe.
PROM'S IN TWO DAYS TIME.
DRESS COMING TOMORROW!
OMG SO EXCITED!!!
Hahaha okay then, I think I won't be using technology for awhile.
Needa study for my CI Course.
Badly want to pass the course^^
Till then, GOODBYE.
XOXO, CTEE^^
-Seriously, I need more quality time spent with my family :)))
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| dream moods |
[21 Nov 2009|11:16am] |
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To dream that your schoolmate is in love with you, may be one of wish fulfillment.
Perhaps you have developed feelings for your schoolmate and are wondering how he feels.
You are so preoccupied with these thoughts that it is evitable that it find its way into your dreaming mind.
On the other hand, the dream may also suggests that you have accepted certain qualities of your schoomate and incorporated into your own character.
To dream about high school, refers to the bounds and friendships that you made while you were in high school. What spiritual lessons have you learned? The dream may also be telling you that you need to start preparing for the real world.
Thanks Sweetheart for introducing me this website.
Its so useful and somehow true.
Last night, I dreamt of something so so so real and its as if I was just beside that person!
And surprisingly, its my friend's OMG, I feel bad now.
But the dream was so so so nice. I love the feeling. Hehehe ok, if that friend of mine found out about this, she's gonna kill me.
So better tell Sweetheart quick before I'm dead, hahaha JUST KIDDING^^
I really hope, every dreams and wishes come true.
Every year during my bday, before you blow the candles off, you'll make a wish.
I can't even remember if it came true.
But mostly, it did. How wonderful!
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| How you how you how you |
[21 Nov 2009|10:58am] |
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I've been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to live we could start again
There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Let's take this time let's make new memories
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back
So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How you how you doing
And how about we don't let this happen again
bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun
When I was still your number one
Well it might seem far-fetched but it can't be done
That's what I heard that's what I heard that's what I heard
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| OH NO |
[21 Nov 2009|02:55am] |
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going to 3, yet i can't sleeppppp!!!!!!!!!
anws, i suddenly feel that i miss milk, damn you. you stupid milk. why you do this to me. delete me somemore. damn you damn you damn you. oh ya i forgot my o's over i can...hehehe! ok i am mean.
oh WHATEVER.
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| EXCITED EXCITED |
[21 Nov 2009|12:56am] |
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finally found prom dress!
EXCITED EXCITED!
collection on MONDAY(remembered!)
i'm sorry but i've lost my passion for _ _ _ _ :(((
i'm sorry, guardian angel. anw you're long gone in my life already.
"if you're mine, i'm sure you'll come back and be mine forever."
sadly, you're not. oh wellzzz...
psps//YOU DAMN FLIRT!!!
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| SLC BBQ! |
[19 Nov 2009|11:03am] |
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PAINT NAILS, JUSTIN BIEBER'S VIDEOZZZ, SLC BBQ!
with SWEETHEART! forever and always hehe.
HAVE A NICE DAY!^v^
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| with a common denominator |
[19 Nov 2009|11:00am] |
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Just a fraction of your love,
It fills the air,
And I fall in love with you,
All over again,
You're the light that faced the sun,
In my world,
I'd face a thousand years of pain
Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,
I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?
with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator,
Before your love was low
Now you're just my height
We chase the game that would put
My cot in the side
Broken heart rise up to say
Love is alive
You and I would stand
To be multiplied
It gives me heart,
And to all the heart it can,
Jealous males hate it,
I'ma hold it down for you,
Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I'd fall in love with you all over again
i'm sorry but i can't seem to get over you. i feel like a damn stalker. even though i keep telling myself not to, my itchy fingers can't seem to get over you. okay, not them but me. cause you're the common denominator. how i wished i could multiply another common denominator to get rid of you. now, i see you with your purple lady. heard you did so much for purple lady. that's very cute of you. i tried to move on by "be my close friend, almost like my gf". still, i didn't reply that text for three days already, told that would reply the next day. i'm sorry. i just don't know what i want. i need time to reflect on myself.
ps//im worried i'll just drop dead when i see ya face later.
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| NP RED CAMP |
[19 Nov 2009|12:24am] |
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CENTURIONS OI!
WE
CENTURIONS OI!
WANT
CENTURIONS OI!
WE WANT WE WANT TO BE A CENTURION STAR (x3)
*vasantham star tune*
hehehe so cute!^^
ME LOVE NP RED CAMP 6!
too bad i only can attend the 2nd day of the camp.
1st day-dont even know there's this camp.
tomorrow-SLC BBQ!^^
ps//i think poly boys are cute heheh^^
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| HTA |
[19 Nov 2009|12:20am] |
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met jian long, his daddy sent us to home team academy which is so so so FAR-_-
had uniform collection.
i've learnt my lesson that,
1ST IMPRESSION MEANS ALOT.
and i failed to impress the cadet inspectors.
scolded for having fanciful hairbands and clips.
teddy bear clips, cannot use? :(
needa study for camp now.
123 PAGES TO MEMORISE IN 2 WEEKS!^^
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| needa go for checkup |
[16 Nov 2009|12:15am] |
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went to poly, they said they could not conduct medical examination.
through the rain and strong wind, i had no choice but to go to tampines, my family doctor-_-
CLEARED!
I'M FIT FOR THE 3 WEEKS CAMP!
*jumps!*^^
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| chalet chalet! |
[15 Nov 2009|12:14am] |
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aunty misa's chalet was FUN FUN FUN!!!^^
met up with my old childhood friends.
we are so cute!^^
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| a lovely date with sweetheart |
[14 Nov 2009|12:13am] |
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FYI, I LOVE YOU, MY ONE AND ONLY SWEETHEART^^
having you is enough.
YKIK, *who needs a _________!!!* ^^v
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| shopping!!! |
[12 Nov 2009|12:10am] |
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orchard ion and orchard central is so boring :(
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| i love my mummy very much^^ |
[11 Nov 2009|12:08am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY^^
i love you more than anything else in this world! mwah ^^x
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